Somedays, you wake up and it is great the sun is shining and you have no pain, other days well suck no matter what the weather is like.
Unfortunately, on those beautiful days, you have people who's sole purpose in life is to make others miserable. And they do a brilliant job, don't they?
These are the days when you find yourself sobbing in the kitchen, screaming(in your new voice...possibly a future post?)
"when do I get to be taken care of?"
"I'm tired of the poop sandwiches and tinkle drinks"
"I don't give a flying fig about what a local wants or needs 'cause they surely haven't cared about me"(the locals are, at the same time, very snooty, condescending, greedy, nasty and unfriendly, these are their finer characteristics...l tried to make friends but I'm a single female and they've been married since they were in high school...this is the tip of a very big iceberg/future post...there are a few descent ones but this is me yelling)
Sorry, I warned you about the language.
I'm just tired of being the strong and reliable one.
All I want is to live around nice/friendly people...
I want to be me...
I want do unto others returned to me...
And then the pain returns as you start to write...
Joy...(yes, this is sarcasm)
Yeah, I know, lots of ellipses but that's how my brain usually works...
MJ
